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| Thursday, May 15th, 2008 | | 3:37 pm |
| | Friday, January 4th, 2008 | | 6:52 pm |
Oh. . . and. . .
the Leafs suck! Don't get all defensive if you're a Leafs fan. . . have you SEEN them play?!?!?! 3 goals in 48 seconds?? WTF!?!?! Defence!!! Wake up!! You're there for a reason! They need to STOP trying to play pretty hockey, and get the damn puck in the net! Accuracy through volume!! :) SHOOT the damn puck!!! *sigh* | | Friday, November 16th, 2007 | | 8:02 pm |
Home Remedy Required
Does anyone know how to get the smell of cat urine out of clothing?? I finally found my old sleeping bag, but alas, it smells of my old cat Joey. Unfortunately, he was quite old and senile, and forgot how to use the litter box, and used my sleeping bag instead :( Any suggestions? | | Wednesday, October 31st, 2007 | | 1:05 pm |
Old songs ring true
Heard a song I haven't heard in ages. . . sure makes you think about why you listened to certain music in your life. . and how sometimes it comes back to you. I'm not one for posting lyrics, but these ones stick out for me. . Oh these little earthquakes Here we go again Oh these little earthquakes Doesn't take much to rip us into pieces Give me life, give me pain Give me myself again Current Mood:  contemplative | | 10:59 am |
Just missing. . .
Well, I'm going to miss the fun of dressing up a child this Halloween. . . I'll get it next year though. I also realized since the baby is due in June, I'll miss Mother's Day next year as well :( I know, I have a step-son, but it's too bad he doesn't live with a proper influence to remind him of such thoughtfulness. I've never gotten a "Happy Mother's Day" call from Austin. I remembered to call my step-mom on Mother's Day. And naturally, the bitch always leaves our house the last stop on Halloween for Austin, so he doesn't show up until after 10pm. We're just use to it, by now, unfortunately. I'm still getting use the idea of having a baby. Still feels surreal. Because I can't physically see it yet. Yeah, I'm tired as hell. . all the time, which is not me. So, I know something is different. I go for an ultrasound in 2 weeks. . I'm thinking that seeing the little parasite will bring things home for me. Hehe. . the Spawn of Chucky :) Current Mood: contemplative | | Friday, October 26th, 2007 | | 10:26 am |
This is a joke. . . . right?
I'm laying in bed this morning. Suddenly, the house alarm starts beeping. . . I listen (to see if perhaps Jay came home from work for some reason) and listen, for someone to put our code in. No code. Alarm goes off loud and clear. I'm in bed, shitting myself. . . NOW who is in my house?!?!!?!? The alarm is going off and the system says, "Motion censor detected". . . which means someone is in the house and set off the motion detector. I grab the phone and dial 911. I'm whispering to the lady I think someone is in my house and to send police. I didn't know who was there or where they were in the house, but I whispered so they didn't know there WAS someone in the house. God knows the intentions of people these days. I'm looking around the bedroom for my hockey stick for protection, but it's not there. . . (I need a baseball bat!) So all I could use to protect my self was a pair of scissors. The police showed up in no time. They're banging on the door. I still haven't moved from my room out of sheer terror. I look out the bedroom window down to the 3 police cars in front of my house, and the cops see me looking down. The lady from 911 says it's ok to let the police in, yet I'm still afraid to walk down the hallway. I gather my last ounce of courage and go downstairs and open the front door. Six police officers are in the house in a second, two upstairs, two downstairs, two with me. Nothing. No one in the house. Then who set off the alarm?? "Do you have any animals?" "Yeah, two little tiny cats!" "Well, there has been no forced entry, all the windows are secure and the doors are locked and secure." So. . my cats set off the alarm. I don't see how though. . . animals that small are not suppose to set it off. *shrugs* Who knows. Gods know I just can't take anymore stress like that. . . yet they pile it on me. Current Mood:  anxious | | Thursday, October 25th, 2007 | | 6:53 pm |
Ahh. . . .
Maybe it's the full moon. . . Maybe is Maybelline. . Current Mood:  irritated | | 1:56 pm |
Wow
Just looking back on my recent posts. . been nothing but negative stuff. . . . No wonder I've become bitter. I don't want to be a bitter mother though. I hate what this world has become. I use to be such a happy person! I was always smiling, always dancing, always in the middle of the crowd making others smile. What's happened to me? I've been robbed. . . been in a car accident. . . lost a job. . . gotten very sick. . . lost my cat. . . 4 years of dealing with a selfish bitch. . . no wonder I'm so bitter. The only good thing is my husband. And more recently, a little piece of both of us is growing in me. I have to take a huge step back and look at life. Decide what is important and what is not. Who is a real friend, and who is not. I really need a vice to release this anger. Current Mood: aggravated | | 1:48 pm |
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
People are so touchy! I make a comment and it gets blown out of proportion!! RE-FUCKIN-LAX! *sigh* I know a hell of a lot more to the story then I'm willing to write, because it's all typical bullshit. Bullshit, bullshit, bullshit. . . I've been living this bullshit for the past 4 years, and I've seen it's ugly face more times than I'd wish to count. LOL!!!!! I have to laugh. . . people are so transparent. What a bitter witch I've become! :) I have the choice to take negativity, and remove it from my life, so here it starts. I just need a real release. . . a punching bag!! Larping hasn't done much for me. . . the ADs do nothing but send cast with swords and shields. . being someone who fights with fists. . I'm useless, so I can't release my aggression!! I haven't been able to release my aggression for years!!! I may have to say goodbye to larping and hello to something more useful, to release my anger and escape. *sigh* | | Wednesday, October 24th, 2007 | | 8:36 pm |
*sigh* PEOPLE!!!
Now, I'm not a bitch, I just have a low tolerance for bullshit!! And I still love Dumbledore!! Current Mood: annoyed | | Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007 | | 1:36 pm |
Not sure if I should be worried. . . or elated!!
My husband woke up at 3:30am this morning. . . to do dishes. Should I be worried he's waking up in the middle of the night to do dishes? Or should I be elated that he's waking up in the middle of the night to do dishes? LoL!! I should be singing. . :) Current Mood: confused | | Wednesday, October 17th, 2007 | | 1:20 pm |
On top of other people pissing me off. . . .
Here is my dilemma. . I have had this odd sickness for almost 2 years now. Usually in the morning, after doing my usual morning thing in the bathroom, I get hot, sweaty, dizzy and suddenly I throw up. And it's always bile, cuz there is nothing else in my stomach first thing in the morning. Sometimes it goes away and I'm fine for the rest of the day, other times I'm sick for days and can't drink or eat anything and I end up in the hospital. I've been to 6 different hospitals, some help me. . most didn't telling me I have the flu and to push fluids. Well, how the hell do I push fluids when stomach acid comes up?? Anyway, numerous tests have been done, I've been poked all over. . even had my gall bladder out, but nothing has cured this mystery illness. I've missed so many days at work that I'm at the point now where I am on a leave of absence so the medical community can try to fix me so I don't lose my job from taking too many sick days. Now to my dilemma. . . I'm 7 weeks pregnant. My job doesn't know this. I went there last week to keep them on top of this situation. Even though no progress has been made with what this illness is, I'm running out of money (EI is sure taking it's time) and I NEED to go back to work. My work has told me that the client I was working on has ended their contract and most employees will be moving to various other departments. There is no guarantee that all employees with get work. They've told me that training begins in the end of November, after a test has been completed. I don't know whether to sit on my ass and wait until the end of November to "Possibly" go back to work. . and then wait a few months to let everyone know I'm pregnant so I can get my maternity. OR . . . do I just find a whole new job? I'm just concerned with a new job, if they don't like me after 3 months, they fire me and I'm totally screwed for maternity. I just don't know what to do . . . . I don't need this stress. . . Current Mood:  stressed | | Tuesday, October 16th, 2007 | | 8:51 pm |
. . and another thing. . . .
You'll get yours for making me so mad. Stress is not good for pregnant women. And I'm what you would considered stressed. You will get yours. . . Current Mood: stressed | | 8:17 pm |
People
Why oh why, must we continue to hurt each other?!?!?!?!!?!?! I don't understand it!?!?! I really hate people. You try to do the right thing, you try to cheer someone up but it's hopeless because the amount of hate consuming their lives overwhelm the wonderful things in life. . laughter. . children. . . . friends. . . family. . . good times. . they're all fading away because of STUPID SELFISH IMMATURE SPITEFUL MALICIOUS GREEDY STUCK-UP SNOBBY NARROW-MINDED ARROGANT INSENSITIVE WICKED UNETHICAL IMMORAL DESPICABLE ASSHOLES!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!! I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm running in circles. You know. . what goes around, comes around. . the bad vibes you send out, come back to you three-fold! So you can't run, you can't hide. . go ahead, be a f*cking bitch, be a selfish asshole! Because you can't escape karma. You will get yours in the end. And the happy, positive people who make people laugh, who are carefree and ensure they do their good deeds, and tell people they are important to them. . . who turn off the lights their not using, doesn't let water run. . smiles at people for no reason. . . pay if forward. . you know those are the people who are going to laugh forever. I'd like to think I'm one of those people. . but it's hard for me to make my friends laugh sometimes, because selfish idiots have brought them down so hard, it's nearly impossible to lift them up. But you know what. . I'm going to keep on trying, I'm going to pick up my friends and smile at them and tell them I love them and that they mean something to me and hug them so hard in an attempt to protect them from your evil. So you go ahead, be an asshole, be a bitch. . cause I won't be there for you, when the Gods come down and spite you for your evil work here on earth. . no one will be there for you. . . you'll be alone. . in the dark. . . in the silence. . an ugly thing who use to be human. . you'll get yours. . . Current Mood: pissed off | | Monday, October 8th, 2007 | | 2:08 pm |
JUST morning sickness?!?!?
Yes, so that is why I as sick in the hospital again. . . . morning sickness.. . . . I'm now 6 weeks pregnant. . . . *shocked!!* Current Mood:  excited | | Sunday, October 7th, 2007 | | 10:26 am |
Trying to be Positive!!
Yet, a rant follows. . . cuz I can. . :) Anyway, this has been brought on by the unfortunate circumstances that have brought my poor little sister to tears this weekend, more tiems than I would have ever liked to see. Man meets woman, they like each other. . they date. . then a "surprise" is conceived. Baby is born, man and woman grow out of love or like or whatever, which then creates the "baby mama". I know first hand how these women are, and they are not a friendly bunch. Unfortuantly, circumstances with my sister are a little bit different, yet similar. Let me explain. She meets this guy from work, who actually lives in the States, but comes to her work here for IT type stuff. Over the last couple of years they've flirted and flashed sexy smiles back and forth. Finally, they make it official and become a couple. My sister then quits work, drops her life here in Canada and moves to Kentucky (do I hear a banjo?) last week. This has happened within a week. . . Now, this guy WAS married, and has 3 kids. (still a young guy, only 28) but they've seperated, obviously if he's moved in with my sister. So, she's met his kids and they love her to death, they love my sister so much then went home to their mother and raved about how wonderful my sister is and how pretty she is and how much they really like her. Well, this bitch decides that she is going to use the law and the kids to any advantage she can, and has threatened this guy that if he lives with my sister, she will slap a restraining order on him and he will not be allowed to see his children. Apparently, in Kentucky, you can do this. . so now my sister is back home, only after a week of living in the States. She actually just woke up about 10 minutes ago, and my mom has already come into the computer room here where I'm typing this and said, "I think your sister needs a hug, she's in the kitchen crying." And she's only been awake for 10 minutes!!! Back from hugging my sister. . poor thing. Back to my rant about Baby mama's. . . . the only reason this bitch is doing this, is because she's obviously jealous!!! So she's using her children as pawns to get what she wants, which is her ex-hubby back. Well, you know what, it's not going to work. The guy left her for a reason!! I'm starting to see why. . But he's basically been forced by this bitch to move back in with her and the girls, or she'll suck $3000/month out of him in support. Leaving him with only $800 to live on. Baby mama's. . . you need to stop being so goddamn selfish!!! Yes it sucks that you have to raise a child on your own, but you know what?!?! GET THE FUCK ON WITH LIFE!!! Stop using your child as bait or a pawn or just stop using your child period, to get whatever you want. In the long run, you are only hurting that poor innocent child. The child didn't ask to be born, and you didn't ask for your childs dad to leave, but he did. Be a strong, independant woman and show your child that you can do anything, if you put your mind to it! Stop using your kid, stop trying to piss of your childs father, cuz that does nothing but create a bad environment for your child. Any child needs to know their parents love him, wether or not they love each other. But when this child sees you guys fighting every single time you are together, can you image what this child thinks life is going to be like? They'll never understand the beauty of marriage, and they'll never understand what it's like to be civil, cuz they only influence they have been exposed to is their mother and father fighting like dogs. I've seen this happen, I'm living it. I have to deal with a bitch who cares only about herself and she's a big fat lazy cow who won't get off her damn ass to do anything, unless it's for herself and herself only! I have zero respect for this woman cuz she uses my step-son as a pawn to get and do whatever she wants! And I'm sick of it. The only thing that starts to calm my blood from boiling everytime she pops her ugly face, is the fact that what goes around, comes around. She will get hers in the end. And it's going to be her son, not wanting a thing to do with her, because kids are not dumb. They grow up, they'll see what mom is doing to dad, and he'll hate her for it.. Rant done. Phew. . . now I'm going to go and comfort my sister who has had to deal with a baby mama, and has been ripped off the love of her life. Current Mood: pissed off | | Friday, September 21st, 2007 | | 3:30 pm |
I'm surrounded. . .
People everywhere!!! I like to refer to "people" as "humans" a lot of the time. As we all know, people are dumb. . . to me it's come down to, humans are dumb. Look at this world! Look at what we are doing to our home and those in our lives, or not even a part of our life. We are all connected, and effect everyone. . . even if we don't know it. I get to see situations that friends are in. . . and compare to the situation that I am in. It really puts a new perspective on things, naturally. I see what I wouldn't regularly see. And I see that I have a heck of a lot more power than I thought I did. However, I'm sure in the long run I will have betrayed and hurt some people in my life. But it's difficult. Sometimes you are forced to do things or be in a situation you'd rather not be in, so what do you do? You make the best of it, right? I feel having been taken out of some situations, I've turned my back on a lot. I'm still human. . and as a human, I am dumb. As an individual, I'm a learning human. And as a dumb human, that's all I can do. . is learn. . and hopefully, make the future better. . . for me, for those I love and even those I don't even like or even know. Because like it or not, we are all in this together. . . just make the best of it!! Current Mood:  apathetic | | Thursday, August 16th, 2007 | | 7:22 pm |
*beep*
Paging SMc2.. paging SMc2.. you have a message... ((how can I contact you??)) | | Wednesday, June 27th, 2007 | | 9:06 pm |
Unidentified Party Injuries.
I have 5 UPI's from this past weekend. Two, have been properly identified. Ahh. . . Good Times :) Current Mood: tired | | Monday, April 9th, 2007 | | 1:09 pm |
Birthdays are like boogers. . . .
. . . the more you have, the harder it is to breathe! Muahahahahaha!!!! I have the most wonderful husband in the world! He went behind my back for 3 weeks planning a surprise birthday party for me :) I've never had one and it was awesome!! I was working until 9:30pm last Friday night, and Jay was picking me up to take me home. I got home. . greeted my beautiful kittens, went upstairs to get my comfies on, played with the kitties some more. . :) Went downstairs, got myself a drink . . halfway down to the basement I thought . . "I'd better pee." So I went back up to do that. . finally get my ass all the way down to the basement to be attacked by 12 streams of silly string!! I was completely and utterly shocked to see everyone down there!! As I tried to come to grips with the fact that a bunch of my friends are here, and I'm not wearing a bra. . they throw a ton of gifts at me, stick a happy stick in my hands and cheered, "Happy Birthday!" I received some beautiful gifts. . I love my friends :) I got a set of Wizard of Oz bears. . 6 little bears dressed up like Dorothy, Scarecrow, Tinman, Lion and the Good & Bad Witches!! They're awesome!! I got a sweet boquet of daisies! I love daisies. . and an iron kanji symbol that brings luck and prosperity (which I definetly need) A beautiful, multi-coloured, stained glass, 3-D pentagram that opens to put a tealight candle in. I've hung it in my front window right now and when the sun hits it, my living room is filled with colour. I got lots of smelly candles, which I just love. I even got cash!! Woohoo!! :) Oh, and fudgecicles. . :) And an Oreo birthday cake!! Did I mention I love my friends? And of course, my wonderful husband! Now, it's the day. 11:36 PM tonight is the beginning of a new age. Gods, let's make it a happy, healthy and plentiful one. Current Mood: optimistic |
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